stress and finals

It is a weird thing to me when your life seems consumed with one thing, one idea, one person, or one event. I mean, life is a complex connection of millions, billions of people, places, situations, relationships, experiences...right? so why do I get this false sense sometimes that life revolves around a test or a project or a paper or a trip? It's such a lie.
Take finals week for example. I mean what college student actually likes finals? My forehead breaking out ridiculously is a good indicator it is a stressful time. It seems as if the world depends solely on passing this test or succeeding in a project. I have had to remind myself there are far more joyous things to look forward to, and this is a temporary state.
Another thing, money. I really dispise all the complications that come with money. I have been incredibly fortunate to have to opportunities and funds I have had in the past. However there are those financial worries you just want to throw up your hands and scream, "ENOUGH!" Much in the case of subletters falling through. The minute I start thinking about the fact I have yet to get a subletter and leave the states in two weeks...well I about poop my pants. Then I got back to point number 1: Life does not revolve around one aspect. I was talking to my dear friend Katie last night and was saying how vulnerable it feels to really really need something to happen. However though that vulnerability and desperation is not enjoyable and not desired, life will continue and no one will die from it. positive yuh?
so there you have it, my random thoughts on stressful finals week. i wish it upon no one.